omigod how i loooved JB and she had basically no idea and guess what now she’s dead and even after hanging out with her for a summer during college, i still don’t know if she ever truly understood how much i actually did like her and really admired her, as life had dealt her SUCH a shit hand and she was still one of the most beautiful pure (and apparently tortured) souls i had and have yet to come across.
i remember the day that MDFR told me she died in a truck wreck with another guy we went to school with, some dick who was a terrible TA and mean to me. I know, i know, don’t speak ill of the dead or whatever, but he had it coming.
i was at work at the horrible BombDepot and had just gotten to my locker and i had gotten a text, it was just another piece of chismé for her, but for me it completely brought my world shattering down.
i drank too much and slapped her later.
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